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Another difficult day....   (3 comments, 21 views) Friday, 29 February 2008

The aching in my heart continues.  Still trying to come to grips with mom passing and today I had to say good bye to our live-in homecare attendant who was with us for 4 years.  My life is changing each day.

First having to say goodbye to mom, and now today to Maya.  We became close these past 4 years.  Kinda like a mother/daughter relationship....not always seeing eye to eye, but always loving and respectful to each other.  I will miss her dearly.  We cried and hugged....  In one week 2 people have left me and my world will never be the same.

Thankful for the strength I get from my hubby, my family, and my friends....don't know how I could face each sunrise without them in my life.

I long for the old Linda....I want to laugh again. 

 

 
I am so sorry for you pain. When I lost my mom, I thought the hurt would never end. I took care of her. I told her how much I loved her. I was a good daughter. I made her proud.

I did the right things. I had no regrets. And I still wanted more time with her. I had her for nearly 60 years and I continue to miss her every day. The pain isn't as bad now. It's been three years, and I can now think of her and smile instead of cry. I remember the good times instead of those last days of saying good-bye.

No, your world will never be the same, but it will be a better place because of your mom and because of the legacy you carry on in her name. She lives in you and your family.
29-Feb-2008 @ 8:26:48pm
 
so sorry to hear about your sad, difficult times.. it's hard to see it now........ but with each passing day, it will get easier..... you will smile again and then you will laugh....... take care......
29-Feb-2008 @ 9:19:27pm
 
My mother died in 2002 and your thoughts bring back the memories. She was my closest friend, the one I could confide in. You have to take one day at a time and know she's still with you only inside. My thoughts are with you at this dificult time.
10-Mar-2008 @ 9:03:50pm