I looked at Steven last night,  I mean I really stepped back and took a good long look at him.  He is growing up so fast, as with all the boys.  I am seeing changes in his face and body that just proves he is beginning to turn into a young man. He is no longer my little baby.  It was just yesterday I was rocking him to sleep and changing his diapers..His little hands grasping my fingers as he learned to steady himself to walk...and now in a blink of an eye he will be driving, dating...and I will be entering a whole new parenting world.  Ready or Not!   So I stop to wonder did I teach him right?   Will he make the right choices when he is not under my eye?  When you become a mom you know that someday that day will come.....and even though it isn't here just yet....I am afraid  to blink.